1. I Can't

How do I lose someone I never really had? Is it possible to love someone you just had sex with over eleven times in four months? Is it possible to love someone who you shared your fears with?

In hindsight things were okay until the day I did something she didn't like. In hindsight I shouldn't have played with fire.

How can you like someone a lot and fall in love with them? How can you write a blog to a ghost? Will she ever read this? Was it really her who told me that I didn't care?

"You don't love me. You don't care about me. Leave me alone!"

I did that many times then I came back many times. I don't know what to do. She is toxic yes. She is sexy yes. She is smart yes.

I am a bacteria she doesn't know any more. I am narcissistic and was sent by the devil himself. I am pathetic. I never knew such words existed. I never thought anyone could write that about me.

Who is she? Who am I? We are nobody. Well at least I am. I am a dreamer. I am a singer. I was the love you never really had.

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